Author: Sanura Ubutt

  • Pour It Up

    I heard his roar of laughter from across the roomThe kind of laughter a son longs forAnd it broke meThe first man I’ve ever loved Wouldn’t smile at me that waySo I took a sipHoping it would silence his laughterExcuse me, sir, can I order a bottle of beer? I saw her exuberant joy from…

  • XXXIV. The Guy Who Gave Me A Mindblowing BJ

    “A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is” – Barbara Bush – Let’s talk about oral sex. Frankly, I’m not sure why some people (myself included) would go the extra mile to stuff their mouth with a humongous penis. I’m…

  • XXXIII. The Guy Who Kept Holding Back

    “Simple and clean is the way that you’re making me feel tonight, it’s hard to let it go” – Utada Hikaru – As I was feasting on my chicken pomelo salad, my date asked me, “have you been in love before?” I was bewildered and I didn’t know how the correct answer to his question.…

  • XXXII. The Guy Who Took Me To The Chateau Marmont

    “We can go to the Chateau Marmont, and dance in the hotel room” – Angus & Julia Stone – For the longest time, I had always taught that sex would forever bring me pleasure, or would at least make me feel better about myself. One can argue that the more you know about a subject,…

  • Chose Him

    Is it pure admiration? Am I merely craving for liberation?You adore Banks, but all I wanna do is bangNo that’s a lie, with you rules don’t applyBut you chose him, while I hide behind a pseudonym Keep playing your game, keep me guessing what we becameI want romance, but all you wanna do is danceNo…

  • XXXI. The Guy Who Became A Good Friend

    “I’m giving it my all, but I’m not the girl you’re taking home, oohI keep dancing on my own” – Robyn – Have you ever wanted someone or something really bad, so bad that you are blinded by the hyperfictional scenarios you create in your own head? I have this deadly combination of a mind…

  • XXX. The Guy Who Cuddled Me To Sleep

    “Glaciers melting in the dead of night,and the superstars sucked into the supermassive” – muse – There’s no need for a lengthy intro; this chapter is about one of the best one night stands I have ever had, befitting for a chapter numbered XXX. 

  • XXIX. The Guy Who Made Me Garlic Pasta

    “Put your heart and soul in your butt” – Ash Ketchum – Every TV show lasting for over two seasons usually has some filler episodes every once in a while, and a good example of this is the Pokémon anime series. There’s always a couple of episodes between each time Ash Ketchum challenges a gym…

  • XXVIII. The Guy Who Turned Me Into A Top

    “Call me a bad server, because I always spill the tea”  –Sheree Whitfield – Sex, in general, is such a weird concept to me. I mean… think about it. What aspect of sex do you actually enjoy as you are indulging in this animalistic occurrence? What does sex mean to you? Is it something that you use…

  • XXVII. The Guy Whom I Blew In JFK Bathroom Stall (NYC Series: Part 2)

    “It’s just another graceless night” – Lorde – How do you cope with the lingering negative feelings that are slowly eating you from the inside after someone fucked you up real good? Sometimes I read about devastating life events happening to random people but they somehow manage to find the strength to survive. For some…